High Heels

happy ako! =)

2007-10-02T17:05:00.000+08:00

i don't hell know why i'm happy.

i left my ipod in the possession of shao hua.

heck, i know i'm stupid to do that. but i was rushing to go home i forgot about my ipod.

anyway, i just don't know why i'm so happy.

alright. let's do some serious talking.

hm, alright. i have to do the social thingy already. i should be done by next week on friday.

with leah as my partner, maybe things could be easier. i'll try to borrow the book from the library tomorrow.

and yeah. my filipino project. i'll buy a comic on the weekends and i'll keep myself busy afterwards.

right. we had fun today during music time. it was this kind of weird beating. tiring, yes, but much much fun! wahehe. xD

so much for this entry.

cookadoodledoo! xP

updatexx

2007-09-12T19:04:00.000+08:00

i feel so emo today.. sept12.. i dunno why..

i feel like i'm being tortured deep inside. i feel so bad, so sad, so misinterpreted.. so underestimated.. yet i also feel special in some people's hearts.

i feel so undernourished, not physically but emotionally.. i feel like throwing up.. i feel so sick.. i feel so..

blank.

its been a long time snce i updated my blog. well, sorry for that.. i've been so busy.. and right now i feel like an emo.. i feel hatred running in my veins.. i feel so empty..

i wish i won't feel this way again.. i wish i'd find happiness again..

find cheerfulness...

find joy..

find myself.

August Blues.

2007-08-10T18:31:00.000+08:00

I'm having August blues. The blues that makes you think of other unfortunate possibilities your life could have had, and most importantly the unfortunate things that your life already has.

One of the unfortunate things in my life is my lack of confidence. My personality. My insecurity. My own face of life. Almost everything in my life is a complete mess, especially when it comes to the four-letter-word that begins with "L" and ends with "E". What an emotional post, I think I really became an emo within the past few days. Just because of someone. Ack!

School news, well, exams are approaching. I'll be needing to study Science first, TLE then PEHM. I need to study those and master them within the weekends. If the four-letter-word of my life couldn't be successful, then I'll make sure my studies would be successful.

See you never. Kidding.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows!

2007-07-22T16:08:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I already have it! I got it today, July 22,2007. And it proved that Vodanix (a fucker from friendster) is wrong, chapter 1 is "The Dark Lord Ascending" not "Secrets Unraveled". Ha! Take that bitch! >:P

Anyway, other than Harry Potter, i have a MSN account. E-mail me at joelle_snaps@hotmail.com. No one knows why the heck did I sign up for an account, not even me. :D

Hm.. Not much update. I still have to finish our social. Bye. Sorry for the short update.

Random Thoughts...

2007-07-17T17:59:00.000+08:00

I have thought about studying hard right now in Cchinese, but still, I'm not doing it due to the lazy cells reigning over my body. I can't study it (although I kind of already did, [",]), but i can't study it with effort. do you know what i mean? Haha, I hope you do.

Anyway, I'm here writing to this blog because I feel like doing so. If ever I'd have the chance to say goodbye to all of my friends in here, I'd bring our digi-cam and click almost every time someone makes a move. I'll record every time that slips out of my hands and capture all the moments I had. Kind of freaky, yeah. [Laughs]

I have a question. Why is it so hard to love? Exaggerated? Well, I'm close to falling in love. I always think about him. When I open my eyes in 5:30 a.m., I happen to think something like, "where is he?". Love's a complicated word, specially if who you're falling for is someone who doesn't need your attention.

Hey I have music recommendations. I like Paula Deanda's Walk Away (Remember Me) and Doing Too Much. I like Paula Deanda. She's one of my new idols. [",]

This is KILLING me.

xox~!

2007-07-14T15:48:00.000+08:00

fcukin' entry.

say what. this is how i feel. i don't feel like mad or anything. i just feel angered with nothing at all. call me a retarded, alright. kidding.

alright. i had a medical check-up this wednesday for some reason, i think everything's damned right and for whatever reason, i hope everything would be doing fine. i hope it would be alright. i hope it would flow seemingly alright.

i have cs3! i'm happy and all, don't get me wrong, but somethings in cs are better than cs3. like making big pictures small. it becomes pixelated in cs3 but normal in cs. but it's okay, it added a new feature in the layer adjustments and it's real cool.

i'm inlove with bart simpson. he's really the absolute guy i've been dreaming for. and we're gonna watch the simpsons on july 28!! we'd be going to mall of asia, eat, hang out, talk, have fun and all. i hope it'll be fun!

my parents are away in the mall right now, leaving me alone with the computer. my mom and dad had a seminar about migration and my bro had his class. i told my mom to reserve me a copy of harry potter, i don't know if she remembered to. i just wish she did.

harry potter! we're gonna watch it tomorrow in centerpoint with my bro and gigi. i'm damned excited! i'm going to see harry over and over again! haha, sorry for the daniel addiction. i just can't wait to see him in theatres again! and i want to see ginny's improved looks, she looks pretty in the pictures, comparing to her first appearance in the first movie.

alright. goodbye.

so much for this entry. :P ^_^

10th

2007-06-28T19:46:00.000+08:00

hooray to the 10th entry of this blog! lol.

okay, i'm currently addicted to "way back into love". it's so nice and i love it so much. i'll try to download the movie this weekend in mininova. then i'll convert it so that it could be stored in my ipod. i hope i know how to download there but i can't.

anyway, i'm very irritated with my sniffing illness. i hope i'd get better soon.

school news: not good. so tiring and all. i'm trying to do my best from my best friend's advice: sleep early to lose my eyebags. teehee, i'm sleeping not later than 10:30 now. lolz.

what more to say? yeah, we were comelec members and it was hard. i swear i won't volunteer there again, even if all my bestfriends want to be. it sucks. even if you're gonna give me a slice of the most delicious pizza in my life, no thanks would be my answer.

hm, more things. chinese, we'll have our test on tuesday. i'll study all everything except the question & answer because i still have no answer. i suck in chinese more than anyone else in this planet.

so yeah, need to go now.

Joelle
xoxo

i'm just your typical school girl, rushing projects to the deadline.

^that's what i remember from the line dom gave me. :)

9th

2007-06-25T13:59:00.000+08:00

When It Was Me - Paula DeAnda

Sharmaine told me this song was a tear-jerker. I didn't actually cry, but I like the beat and all. So I'll make this song the current background song. :)

We went to Glorietta last Sunday and had our grocery shopping. Me and my mom bought this real cute dresses from Zara, and now I'm addicted to Zara's dresses! They're all so cute but it cuts off my budget. :P

By the way, I changed the layout. More brighter now. I visited Ate (Clarisse)'s blog and I saw the Y.e.s. team for the Student Council. I think I'm going to vote for them. :)

I have to go now, short entry for today. :)

Joelle
xoxo

8th

2007-06-22T19:22:00.000+08:00

Icons Galore.

Yes, I have new sets of icons, I actually love them. Kidding. I just found this nice icon bases journal in Live Journal of the OC. It's really nice. I'll add my icons here and feel free to grab, just credit. :)

Anyway, I'll keep myself busy with the remaining 3 days of my vacation. The following are my must-do things:

a. Computer, Software report.
b. Filipino, understand Diptonggo and Klaster, answer book.
c. Science, buy stamp pad, candles and answer questions.
d. Study social. Maybe a quiz, oh no!! LOL.
e. Icons!

That's right, still, icons is a top priority.

Anyway, my bestie is mad at me, Leah. I don't know what I did wrong but then she isn't talking to me already. I'm sorry for whatever fucking thing I've done. :(

Other news, well, I went to Ongpin today with my uncle and my grandma. Reason why I wasn't able to use the computer this afternoon. But it's okay, I had fun with them, funny and all, even though exhausting.

I have to finish Vision Mission, alright. I'll buy blue cartolina and 1/8 illustration board on the weekends. I'll try to make this week a perfect one. Specially since I already came over my feelings for this guy I liked for 3 years. LOL.

Ok, ok, I have to go now. Icons here.

Please post comments on the tag board. Thanks!!

Joelle
xoxo

7th

2007-06-15T20:04:00.000+08:00

Rest in Peace

Yes, may he rest in peace. My grandfather died today at around 4 pm. I hope he rests in peace.

Anyway, life is tiring today. I started my strict diet and ate only mangoes for lunch as ate Mon suggested. Lovely. Then we skipped 2 classes for orientation! Yay! :)

Right now I have nothing to say. I just wanna say that neither my best friends are online, but Rachelle and Frank are, currently chatting with them. :)

See you later.
Joelle

6th

2007-06-14T16:44:00.000+08:00

Inspired! LOL.

I'm inspired with Leah's blog, so honest and open. I don't know if I could give the link to her blog though, she drops by my tag board often. She's Wit Wit. She's one of my best friends including Clarisse and Raissa. I went home early so I'm already here before 5.

It's my grandfather, he's, I think, dying, and my father have to visit him so I think he was half day today. Going home early cheers me up very nicely. Meanwhile, Ms. B. was okay today, a lot better than she was yesterday. Yesterday she was like a tiger who didn't eat for years.

Today was a lot better than yesterday, only one assignment in English. I'll try to understand it well so that I could increase my standing in class.

Later, I'll start to print Vision Mission again, the last time I printed it Mrs. Marpuri said it was too small. I have to buy a 1/8 illustration board and some cartolina and stuff for designing.

Diet news, I wouldn't eat dinner already!! I want to be slim, LOL. It's quite disappointing because our dinner is the most delicious meal of the day. Bummer, but I have to stay slimmer. LOL.

No love news. Haha, my crush for the other guy is increasing, bit by bit, because I have to say he's cute. But there's one problem I can't say. My lips are sealed. :x

Hm, we had our grouping and seating arrangement in computer, everything is nice. Except that my seat mate, not being mean, smells bad. other than that, every thing's almost perfect. I got Aldrin and Jarah for company and Rachelle too.

EDIT: I JUST SAW THE DELUXE COVER FOR HARRY POTTER! IT ROCKS AND IT COSTS AROUND 3,000 PLUS. I'M CRAVING FOR IT!!

Till then!!
Joelle

5th

2007-06-13T18:50:00.000+08:00

If I Just Lie?

That's one of the questions roaming in my mind right now. If I just lie to myself and say that I don't like him, life would be a lot easier. But it's not like lying is an easy thing to do. I tried this since 5th grade but still nothing happens. He made me fall for him in 4th grade and now, look at this. He doesn't even talk to me.

Now I'm developing a new crush. He's in my classroom and he's cute. No time to tell who he is. But I'm not lying, I'm developing a crush feeling for him.

It's really hard to fall for a guy like him. He always stays cool and doesn't express his feelings. But I want to forget him.

xoxo, with tears,
Joelle

4th

2007-06-12T18:32:00.000+08:00

4th Love of this Blog

Not damn interesting but tiring. That's how my day went. Very tiring. *sighs*

I have this head ache-y assignment in English, the early Philippine literature. I'm currently browsing Ncca.gov.ph for my reference, but no such luck. I still have zero ideas for it.

Enough about damn assignments. Thoughts first. :-P

My first thought: He's still there, walking around with his C2, talking with his friends, making my heart ache. lol, I think this entry is full of aching. Hm, more to say? Still in-like with him, still thinking about him, still staring at him. LOL.

So long. I need to focus on the assignment.

xoxo,
Joelle

MUAH!

3rd

2007-06-09T15:43:00.000+08:00

New Version~!!

Yeah, new layout for this site. Spongebob and Patrick? Haha, not really addicted to them but I just find the layout cute.

I woke up at 12 in the afternoon and I slept at 10 in the evening. Yeah, 14 hours. LOL. I was very sleepy last night. I had a cake for my breakfast and I still haven't eaten lunch. I have no plan to. I'm on a strict diet. Joke.

Still haven't done my Social assignment. Too lazy. I'll do it on Monday, since it's only one assignment. On Sunday I'll buy all the stuff I need, aka new liquid eraser. Mine sucks. And a new blue ball pen, for backup, me adviser might get angry.

Currently listening to Flirt by Pussycat Dolls, yeah, I hate flirts but I love this song. I can't listen to this when I'm on my iPod, my ears might burst.

Till then, blog readahs,
xoxo,
Joelle

PS: New smilies in my tagboard! Have fun! :)

2nd

2007-06-08T18:13:00.000+08:00

Wait a Minute.xx

Weird title, huh? I'm currently listening to it, by Pussycat Dolls. Love it. I already saw the video and i still like it now.

Social Studies period, can't help it but doze off. I was so sleepy. And Ms. B. gave this stupid hard project. Oh man. I can't actually say Ms. Benito because I can't say my father's whole name. :P

More more more. I'm treasurer. And I don't like it. I would take responsibility if I lost the money. Oh man. But still. Sometimes meetings help out to skip classes. LOL.

List of assignments:

::Bring coloring materials for Filipino.
::Do assignment in Social.
::Bring plastic envelope.
::Bring index card.
::Print out Vision Misson. LOL. I volunteered.

Till then,
Joelle
**SmOoCHH**

1st

2007-06-07T19:28:00.000+08:00

2nd Effin' Day

Nothing nice, really. We met these teachers and all that rubbish. Kidding. Yeah well, our S.S. teacher is nice, and her name is like both my parent's name, Ross Sarah and Benito. :P

Nothing interesting. Just music jamming with my friends Reena & Kim, then chat here chat there with my gal pals Clarisse, Leah and Raissa. :)

xoxo
Joelle